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i can feel the change,
it's coming,
lurking in the shadows,
waiting in the dark corners of my life

i can feel it come
summing up the probabilities,
waiting patiently to break the barrier of my reality

i know it,
i've known it for so long

pushing it away,
struggling against the inevitable,
using all my power, all my strength to make this moment last.
to protect my little world against it.

because i feel happy here,
cos i would like it to last forever
cos it is a great part of my self definition.
a part of me.
and me a part of it.

but the change is coming.

have i spent to much time here?
have i forgotten how to change?
lost the ability to go with the flow?
became static?

i have to remember.
how to redefine myself.
define myself through the change.

because its coming.

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it was solid
yet everchanging
it was different
yet the same
...
therein lies the beauty
- Dark Tranquillity


nothing is satic, everything is falling, everything is falling apart
- Tyler Durden

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within

My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
- Tool